Baby plz don't goooo

Saw an extremely sexy guy at Dairy Queen today. I only ordered a banana split but i took my time eating it. Yanno why? I wanted that moment to last foreverrrrrrrrrr (: Ew i hate that smiley face. This looks better :)

Let me describe him.

• Younger version of Enrique Inglesias
• Less hairy
• Most likely in College
• Tan
• Black hair
• Sexy
• Beautiful
• mmuhmhmum

So yeah that'll give you a good picture. The image of his face will forever be burned in my mind. He had some chick with him but she wasn't even cute. If fate wishes it, we will cross paths again :0 FACIT ORGASMS. Lololol I seriously didnt leave till he left. After that, my life had no purpose. -sigh-

PS- Facit means He/She makes in Latin

Everyone just back dafuq away plz

With whats happened to daddy recently, we've been living independently. So the most random people I know have decided to try to help us out and give us money and food and etc. 

Honestly I don't really need help. It makes me mad how people dont trust us enough to take care of ourselves. I appreciate the sympathy and all but its getting to the point where I start getting frustrated. Im kinda working so I can make money for gas, food, student fees, yearbook, cap & gown, guinea pig food, and any other stuff I need. My aunt, uncle, and grandparents have been giving us real support. Most of the other people have never given a rats ass about us before...so why start now? Just cus we don't have parents at the moment doesn't mean we're weak. It makes me learn more. I'm wiser with each passing day.

So my distant family/family friends can feel sorry for me all they want. Im actually gonna feel sorry for them. I KNOW I'm gonna be something great. Meanwhile, they're just gonna do labor work for the rest of their lives. I sound cruel right now but I cant help feeling that way. They took the easy way out. Especially the younger family members who had a chance to go to college and be something greater. Instead they're doing nails. Sure I can handle it as a part time job but if you think I'm gonna be like them for the rest of my life, you're dead wrong. My parents have worked too damn hard for me. I won't end up as dead weight.

There hasn't been a situation where I completely broke down and gave up. Cus when I give up, it's all over. I swear I will prove everyone wrong. I am Vivian. I define myself. Sure I can be lazy at times but when I need to step up to the plate, you bet I'm gonna give 100%. I'm going to impact people somehow. 

This I swear. Consider this a turning point for me. 

Badass dream last night

I drove a stick shift. Every time I moved it, the car went ZO0o0OoOooOM and I was driving away from a huge sandstorm apocalypse or something. IT. WAS. AWESOMEEEE!!!

PS-Shitty vacation. Will explain later.

ehhhhh

So tomorrow night I go to California :D

Anyways I wanna talk about school. Honestly Im not nervous at all about whos in my classes. Im just worried about whos at my lunch. But what Im mostly worried about is Jillian. I hope shes not gonna act all middle schoolish and make gay jokes about stupid shit. I want her to hang out with people who can make her happy. I know I've had great friends throughout the years.

So I'm an senior. Everyone lower than me will supposedly look up to me. I've always looked up to seniors as majestic people for some reason LMAO ...and now it's my turn. I swear I'll try to take things seriously...since college and yeahhhh

I can almost smell that California air :')

AHHH the countdown til California begins :')

I'm sooo excited you have no idea!!! Ive waited all year for this...2 weeks of NO NORTH CAROLINA!!!


But I bleached my hair yesterday and idk :S I feel like it's too much. 

People are saying it looks alright and some people are just like...Yeah O_O  WTF DOES THAT MEAN??? I'm getting a haircut in California anyways. The reason why I bleached the bangs so much is because I know it's gonna get cut off anyways. I only get a haircut like twice a year...and during the 2nd time, it's only to cut off split ends in the back.

OH and I'm going back to figure skating during the fall and winter :D Everyone kept saying I should do cross country but I hate plain running. Soccer is different, you have a ball to go after. Running and running and running is no fun :I

COME ON NOW

Yanno what I hate? People who have ride issues....

You invite people to an event and everyone is supposed to arrive on time and we're supposed to have a jolly good time. But noooooo they gotta call LAST minute and be like 

OMG I DONT HAVE A RIDE :( GUESS I CANT GO!

PISSES ME OFFFFFFFF

This shouldn't have to be an issue for me or any of my friends, considering everyone should AT LEAST have a permit. But it still happens. UGHSJKFERLJEW

wow its been awhile

Tumblr is pissing me off man. I keep trying to change my damn layout but shit messes up. Im sittin here eating potato chips and playing transformice like the fatass I am lololol.

So I took the SAT and got a 1500...average. Im going for at LEAST a 1700. Reading & writing was hard as balls. Oh wellllllll I'll try harder next time. I'm Asian so my brilliance will eventually shine.

DUURRRRR

uhhhhh what else can I say? Oh thats right. 3 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!! That means I dont have to worry about procrastination for 3 WHOLE MONTHS!